” i’m not the sweetest to her and she hates it. i wish she could just understand how much she means to me. she thinks i love other girls but shes the only girl i see and would work for iridian is the best thing that’s happened to me idk but i feel her closer to me and my heart more than anyone ever has been and its so scary and i’m afraid to lose her and its tough to understand and i’m so scared but i will work for her until my body is physically and mentally not able -10-39-15 ”
i will start posting a lot about Carl and some of the amazing things he says or does. he journals about me on his phone. i have some of them but i will only post one a week.